一脸屁！

叫我去的是你。说不给我去的也是你！讲来讲去都是你在讲屁话！！！
然后，不认输……就来喷我一脸屁！！！
真的真的不懂为什么你那么喜欢欺负我！！！！！！！！
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Furious

Mom js called… granny js called too… both called to complaints..very very annoying… both of you r so bastard… disappointment to the fullest..Especially toward you!! U r well-educated… how can u behave such a way? U said u gonna study hard and make me proud…u said u gonna score far more well than me…and now..because of a girl again.. u act like a bastard.. I dun uds why is she stil so berat-sebelah on u .. I told her to scold u..she js ignore my question and skip to another question to me tat why I didt advice u! WTF! My advice did u ever take it seriously ever since I came to KL… damn~! Hell damn everyting goes wrong… cant u js prove to the girl tat giving up u is a loss of her as u r such a brilliant guy… & why r u act like a bastard… damn! I don’t like to see my own bro behave like tis… you hv to grow up u knw.. even mom blame me tat I came here thn u behave like shit… I don’t thk tats my fault… you’re oredy 16… whn im at ya age… pls look back at the cupboard & all the frame up screen…. Tats my achievement.. and u … js knw how to be like a baby in the house… argghhh~!!! You’re the man yet act like a girl…. Cant take it… couldn’t believe tat you act like tat..soOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo DISAPPOINTED ON YOU!!!

Just willingly to be 2^nd class for NOTHING!! Damn!

I m really FURIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

frustration

Talk to bee on the fon for a while….haizzzz….nt enuf… do u knw I hv a lot of thgs to tell u …js dun knw hw shd I started… so much thgs cramp all tgt… im very frus v myself…keep seeing pp lard me being so successful & myself at the age like tis yet I achieve nth…. Even my acca oso sai…. Wtf is tat… argghh…..potato keep tel me hv to lun for 3 years thn get my membership thn wil be changing… arghhhhh…hell crap the 3years…. So short yet so long at tis moment whn I look at it….

You still sick so bad… so worries….& thy r damn too bastard..stil don’t wana bring u go see doctor…wish im te..thn I definitely wil bring u to clinic immediately…stimes im really don’t uds…why some parents in d world are so caring of their children… & some js not…. If u r not ready to hv tat child, why u born thm at the 1^st place? Don’t u knw the usage of condom? Cant u js use tat b4 havin fun to prevent the future consequences? KNN…!!!

Last nite received a sms from u… I m very sympathize of ya situation…but sorries tat I cant even help up any… this world is very cruel…. Even thou ter r smtg tat money cant buy, yet it is stil very important whn u hv loads in ya hand…I guess now u’d realized tis fact…. I knew tis matter definitely gonna made u grew up…I hope u learn to grow up in a good way… im stil here to listen… I js too tiny to help at tis moment… pls gimme stimes.. I’m really tryin very hard to get thgs rite for d whole family… if you stil keep contact v her…for god sake please tel her to come back and settle wat is un-done… thgs occurred bcoz of her and why u r the one suffer now.. im really don’t uds… is not tat I like to complain and claim for the unsatisfaction u knw.. it is js…the reality… it js so hard for me to claim peace...i don’t ask for much u see.. I js wanted to hv a peace family…I js wanted to be good enough to take care all of thm… why is tis so hard to achieve…. DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's Panda Birthday!

It’s Panda birthday!!! Happy Birthday Panda!! Miss u loads…when can I see u? may be gonna go genting find u dee… hehehe

Today after work went for badminton v frens… Lok Lok intro me&gin their buddies…another 2 funny fella…. Can’t stop laughing ter…d badminton was great…such a long time I nvr really vent out..since the K-singing is postpone until Gin back from Macau..tis is js another way for me to let out my temper… however, thy seems to me “niao” me 1… dare not really hentam… make me sweat halfway nia… cheh cheh cheh~!! Told Manager tat next time I wana single battle v him ..hohoho!! anyway, I enjoyed it… hopefully d rest not too bored v me…can u imaging I js keep playing ter for 2hours non-stop? Haha… well, tats me! Last time go v bee thm oso… thy hv to force their energy to play v me this hyperactive devil! =p =p =p

After the game, we went for “Wong Kok” supper….thy keep joking ard….and can’t stop laughin ter… I laugh until my jaws pain… XD at the same time im worrying my potato …how u feeling now? U been lao sai-ing for 2 days dee… so stubborn tat u don’t wana go see doctor… haizzzz…wish im ter to take u to doctor…. ><”

& bee is comin back July!!!!! So happy…. Haha..can’t wait to see you bee….we gona celebrate my bday earlier… hehe….best of luck in exam for both of us ok? Hugs….

Oh ya!!!good luck for those who takin CFA exam oso…. Especially my captain & potato! Let’s rules!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>.<"

刚从99MART买了盒鸡蛋……

好累，就笨手笨脚的；打破了一粒。

就这样，我的二十九毛五- - 掉进咸水海。。。=.="

STUPID ME!!!!!!!!

ARrrggGGGhhhhh!!

明明就知道…… 还要撞头




笨！

10th May 2009

You know it’s kinda strange that you said after I’m here I becoming weak…in term of I change mentally..somehow I need companion as compared to while I’m in penang.. I just don’t care… it is always I’m the one in-charge whenever I free, whenever I feel want to…but now I seems to seek for companion each day I feel alone… accordingly to you that I have lost the hunger of ambitious… gosh~! What m I now.. a little kitten that lost in the jungle… you said you had see no wild tiger in my eyes. Gosh.. I can’t believe that… but sorry to admit that I’m changing.. I knew I becoming weak… I always try to seek for reassurance, just anybody I thought it could work. Too bad to say, is only you I’m always look for… looking at our pictures, memories we share together just pop out so clear so like yesterday… but it’s actually so far we are apart.. you know I’m always longing for the day you come here, don’t you? However, I do not wish you will affect your studies because of me. I still hope you are always good. Though you said your situation is better than mine, but I just knew, we are not better.

July you’re coming aren’t you? I knew you always wish to pamper me as much as you could. I knew I am sometimes really ridiculous. Thanks for always being there for me… you knew I always need your arms to hold me tight and tell me, I’ll never be abandoned.

Do you know how treasure I am towards the pictures we took together? I just can’t get it off my side anytime… I just wish I could keep you in my pocket and carry you with me everywhere I go…

It’s always been tears running in the eyes…when I think about us.. I’m so sorry that I screw up things.. yet I’m so grateful that you always forgive and forget. You know how I feel aren’t you? I m really trying hard to make things right.. sometimes it is just too tough to fit the broken part. I hope we are fixing well…

Having knew that you are so suffer in having your exam…it’s really painful to see you cry… just wanna you to know, you never be alone there…remember I told you before? Whenever you miss me, looking at the moon. The other side, someone is missing you always.. I’m always care even I don’t use to tell you so often. Times couldn’t delete the days we spent. Please take good care of yourself…studies is really not everything. To be the best of yourself but not comparing.. promise I teach you kick boxing when you back here? =p

Thank you for always listen to my bible.. I am really appreciate your concern.. you’re the only one that willing to call and comfort me.. I knew you always there and stay the same like our song… thanks for the gummy bear you’d bought for me.. it’s so sweet whenever I get to take one when I frus.. just because that shows you’re always care…

Heart is always empty when there is nobody

Tears is always running when I’m thinking of you deeply

Memories just so vividly clear when I filing with fears

You’re the one makes me stronger

Each of every breathe

New Place

Thursday Gin brought me back her place... home sweet home.. i like her parents... so kind and nice... ^^ like the home cook food...simple yet warm.. thanks Gin for letting me ease some home sick... muacksss

her 2nd elder sis who same age as me looks younger than both of us.. =p guess bcoz tat she v her cute little spects.. i guess im looks like tat too while i put my noob spects on... XD nite is supper time! get to taste some really nice tomyam in KL finally... love it.. and roti canai... haha... Mr.Potato js scolded me tat sick smr eat smtg like tat..sorries...cant help it... bee must b worried cz i didt take care of myself properly again... =p

moving in uncle James place for a trial staying... he is very friendly but a little too talkertive.. well we shd understood... old folks alone...children settledown outstation... old couple in a lonely house...sure like tat... hopefully everyting wil be alrite... i hv to say, he is a little fussy... i js got back late a little last nite..he was saying hw come so late.. well, i suppose we young workin adults stimes hv to relax abit oso rite... hmm.... i thk everyting gonna b fine.. i wont be at home often..

went for a movie last time.. X-MEN Origin - Wolverin.. nice show.. Gambit is real sexy + cool .. haha... like d way his super power stunned! hmm...but im more looking forward to the 26th June Transformer!! whose with me?? hehe


p/s: i miss u loads.....