UNFAIR!!!!!

I just need a place to vent out
Because I can tell nobody
The one I used to share
saying I am comparing too much
so I got no where out but here
but why each time I need to be stuck in such a grey area!!
even she got 450!!!! damn it!!!!!
If I got the same if I stay, meaning I am not being appreciated
If I got extra if I stay, meaning I am too stupid to go away
Neither, the choice I made
Neither, I choose the right choice
NOW I choose YOU, and rumours there's gonna be CUT
WHY me to be the grey sheep!
I have enough ALREADY!!!!!
I WANT MY MBA!!!

p/s: I just need a place... dont bible me if you read this...

该怎么走....

好累....
有谁可以让我靠岸???
总想问您,我的路该怎么走...
您们总回答,不用工作...家里可以养你..
提到工作的困难,您们都是这么讲...
如果,有一天...您们不在了...
那我们怎么办?
为什么,您们都不想想...当大树不在时,依畏在树里的果实,还能活吗?
好累...但我都不说...
您们都应该是最了解我的...
可是,您们却是最不了解,不理解,不谅解,不理智的...
好累...我都不说...
有谁明白...我在做的,在要的...
都是,为您们,为未来...铺的路...
哪怕世纪末日不会到来...
我们都会过得不错....

讓我一次愛個夠

No 再也沒有什麽可以攔阻我yeah

走 前方就是我的夢想的入口

我有滿滿的熱血要洶湧

No 再也沒有什麼可以改變我yeah

走 我的王國正輝煌著迎接我

不快去征服是要等什麽


這是我的天空 如果說跟 別人的天空不相同

是因為 它的顔色全是 我自己調配 設計

而它的邊際 叫做勇氣 還有努力

我只是希望 用我的方式 做我愛做的事

去挑戰現實創造我這名字的價值

我不會 決不會輕易放棄這堅持

我發誓我的人生一定由我自己監制


讓我一次愛個夠 給你我所有
讓我一次愛個夠 現在和以後

讓我一次愛個夠 給你我所有
讓我一次愛個夠 現在和以後


Everyday Everynight 不曾停過

執著的心從未動搖過

我要我的未來 用我的夢

我要我的明天 憑我的夢


Everyday Everynight 不曾停過

執著的心從未動搖過

我要我的未來 用我的夢

我要我的明天 憑我的夢


No 再也沒有什麽可以攔阻我yeah

走 前方就是我的夢想的入口

我有滿滿的熱血要洶湧

No 再也沒有什麼可以改變我 yeah

走 我的王國正輝煌著迎接我

不快去征服是要等什麽


摸摸你的胸口 那是什麽

在跳著敲著拍打著你的心

不只輸送血液 還可以創造奇蹟

我從不懷疑 感動我的 會感動你

所以請鼓掌 請為我呐喊

因為我們 都同意夢想不去努力實現不會爽

我不會 讓我的人生擺爛著平淡

我發誓我的名字總有一天發光發亮


讓我一次愛個夠 給你我所有
讓我一次愛個夠 現在和以後

讓我一次愛個夠 給你我所有
讓我一次愛個夠 現在和以後


我要我的未來 用我的夢
我要我的明天 憑我的夢

我要我的未來 用我的夢
我要我的明天 憑我的夢

写给接近 25 岁的女人

答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。

对自己心软，成不了大事。

25岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

做人学会圆滑。

25岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。

对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

别玩什么非主流。你不是90后。

还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。

一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。

为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？

世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

谁对你好，你就对谁好。

人际交往永远是礼尚往来的、双向法则，没有人有义务对你好。

25岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。

转身，要比眼泪快。

这是必须。

25岁了，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过去。

要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。

别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

随时给自己准备一个微笑

告诉自己

我可以！

,,,

I'm so sorry...
I never wanted to make u angry...
I never wanted to make u sad...
I AM SORRIES....

就只是无助的抒绪。。。

看着熟睡的蕃薯
坐在窗前，思绪飘浮
我知道你的难处，也知道自己无助
把幸福，压在事业上的赌注
注定辛苦
我知道，此刻的事业瓶颈让你痛苦
原谅我的爱莫能助
这个社会太过世俗
我们都没有多金的父母为前途铺路
也没有天才的脑袋成为后路
不甘心光明前途
一失足，就到了末路
还是介怀当初听从你的决定
虽然现在工作写意平静
偶尔还可以随意逛街shopping
但是，这些对于我都是垃圾
我要的是精神的干劲
工作的冲劲
不是贵妇下午茶和shopping
已经二十四
停了脚步冲刺
还有多少年次
给我任意耗资
我不是公主
没有金主父母
未来要美丽
都靠现今的努力
如今我没有体力
是因为把体力浪费在悲泣
仰或现在的工作，老板并没有把我放在眼里？
我想对你说，你是debate得很有道理
可是，现在你是否发现上司都很强词夺理？
我们太渺小，都没有立足的余地
你醒悟了吗？
还是觉得，你的实力可以轻易找到下个买主？
我们都没有名牌大学毕业证书
就算现在要读
那里寻找足够资助？
走错路，断了足。。。
要多久，才可以重新上路？
我没有太多时间领悟
我只想要确定我家人未来的幸福。。。
我想哭
可，这并没有帮助。。。
我想宣泄愤怒
可，没有地方让我投诉
即使投诉，也于事无补
地球不会因为我而停止转动下去
压抑，心中的情绪
在这里，用文字抒绪
还是找不回狮子座原有的霸气
丧失原有的魅力
友人说，我不需太在意
一些家里的事情，我不想提
失控的情绪，我无法处理。。。。。。

***********************************************************

我想念遥远的妳，
在梦里，你用唇吻掉我的泪滴
还有妳温暖的怀里
希望你赶快走出失恋期
恢复朝气
我真的很想妳。

也想念远方的妳，
我知道妳的孤寂
抱歉，我此刻有意疏离
想要呵护妳
给予妳强心剂
当悲愤环绕在心
我真的无能为力
我知道妳会很有出息
妳已经不在像以前般稚气
相信我真的在整理心情
到峇哩见妳。

还有你，
想念你以前的呵护
想念你以前常带着惺忪的眼
拖着加班完的疲惫身躯，就只为了陪我吃福建面
想念你以前让我发现你的伤痕累累，笑着让我骂的嘴脸
想念你当我情绪低落时，总是及时出现
想念你总是如此的细心
看见你现在的照片，就是幸福的浮现
我会用我的想念，化成祝福寄给上天。

更想的是你和我的记忆
好像失去了应有的共识
少了平衡的模式
我不懂该如何继续我们的相识
我们都太过自私
或许，
我们都该在音律最美的意境
画上属于我们的休止符。

很难

每每认为自己做到最好了...... 才发现又留在原点.
选择,错过三次让人来疼的机会;
两回他人给的承诺
一次辩解的机会
换来的是...... 无数的白眼.
这不是我所要的人生
想逃...... 却已经无处可去....
游荡,在无声的街......
泪已蒸发在圆圆月光的夜
当年的气魄,已消失的很遥远......

Dream On

Every time I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It goes by, like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

Yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life
is in books' written pages
Lived and learned from fools and
from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away

Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dreams come true
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dream comes through
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On

Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away
Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away......

p/s: i just love the way you sing it!!! This song ROCK!!!

心还是很痛

让泪水折磨得伤痕累累……

没了。。。光

曾经追随的月光，已不再……
那一道月光下的背影，随夜朦胧……
清澈的眼眶，笼罩泪花……
夜幕低垂，拥抱自己冰冷的手……
没有温度，思绪乱挤……
一个人的天空，很灰……
没了陪伴的光，失去原本的朝阳……
那淡淡的曙光，遥远的梦……
没了……
该有的--目的地

一脸屁！

叫我去的是你。说不给我去的也是你！讲来讲去都是你在讲屁话！！！
然后，不认输……就来喷我一脸屁！！！
真的真的不懂为什么你那么喜欢欺负我！！！！！！！！
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Furious

Mom js called… granny js called too… both called to complaints..very very annoying… both of you r so bastard… disappointment to the fullest..Especially toward you!! U r well-educated… how can u behave such a way? U said u gonna study hard and make me proud…u said u gonna score far more well than me…and now..because of a girl again.. u act like a bastard.. I dun uds why is she stil so berat-sebelah on u .. I told her to scold u..she js ignore my question and skip to another question to me tat why I didt advice u! WTF! My advice did u ever take it seriously ever since I came to KL… damn~! Hell damn everyting goes wrong… cant u js prove to the girl tat giving up u is a loss of her as u r such a brilliant guy… & why r u act like a bastard… damn! I don’t like to see my own bro behave like tis… you hv to grow up u knw.. even mom blame me tat I came here thn u behave like shit… I don’t thk tats my fault… you’re oredy 16… whn im at ya age… pls look back at the cupboard & all the frame up screen…. Tats my achievement.. and u … js knw how to be like a baby in the house… argghhh~!!! You’re the man yet act like a girl…. Cant take it… couldn’t believe tat you act like tat..soOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo DISAPPOINTED ON YOU!!!

Just willingly to be 2^nd class for NOTHING!! Damn!

I m really FURIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm Pissed!

Today is - - - - - Cheng Beng... chinese tradiation where the family will go to pray the ancestor and tidy up the graveyard day..


guess wat, 1st thg happen in the morning is , i got a big headache....neckache...

thn, i got several texts i didt read last nite... my cousin text me.. smtg happening... AGAIN!

someone run away

someone back

some arguements

some quarrels

someone misunderstand

someone get hurts... {it hurt me as well.... =s i worried}

someone get tied up

someone need a cool head

someone is far too radiculous

i hate this

history reenact

AGAIN!

RADICULOUS!!!!!!

Then - - -

i pokkai..

thn i get graze on my knee

thn i walk with pain..

I sitting alone again

nobody homes

looking at the lappie

typing, blogging

i wonder

when can d day come

wer i can js hide in ya arms

whn i just need a hug

im sitting in the dark

2.5 months

for the past 2.5 months

I've learn -

Attitude NOT Aptitude to determines your altitude;

I know life is tough, its going tougher when I complaints,

keep it, store it, try to find a way or I will make one to the brighter future;

I have realize - hard work may not bring you success for sure,

but NO man fails if she does her best;

sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can.

I wanna tell myself

I can..

I want it my way..

I will achieve it in the end..

To win the world

first

to win yourself..


Thanks my Rotarelli, who always gives the support

Thanks my Galz, who share and listen to my bibile

Thanks my Baobao, who always cares even I "hiam" her long-winded

Thanks my princess, who always there to cheer me up

Thanks my boo, who scold me when I being emo

Thanks my bee, who always there when I need




Stay with me

you're the one that makes me stronger...

frustration...

stimes....i wonder....wat happen to me.... i got workhard for smtg i want... i alwiz tryin my best in thgs i wanted to achieve... yet stil so difficult to obtain.... its been many many years since the last good luck dee.... i oredy try my best not to grumble so much.. js accept the current situation... feel bless v thgs i hv now.... but appearently the situation nvr change better.... =.= im so so so so so upset seeing myself end up in a stupid place, sucky job...everyday pretending im so so so flatter v the stupid workplace.... whn can i be better... im studyin acca for a bright future but turn out to be big MNC prefer a degree and thn professional qualification later ppl... bcoz they assume tat acca 100% exam base and we nvr go thro a proper real way of Uni life... wat is tis!!!! so unfair..... even without the participation of Uni co-cu it doesnt mean tat we hv no leadership skill... and no-one guarantee tat v a prestige Uni graduate tat he/she definitely hv good skills in hand.... why why why d world is so judge a book by its cover!!!!! argghhhhhhh....


finish grumble dee... i js said im try not to grumble so much.. sorries... cant help... if not i wil feel like crying.... and i try not to do tat whn my king size bed is not ard v me.. i kenot nua it... no nua cry bohsong.... so.... bear v me my frens who reading tis... i js need a space to vent out..... i miss all of u .....especially you & you & you & you.......

I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

& i miss my granny,.... my tua pui chicky bro.... & of cz my granny cookin... goshhh.... now my heart so ache again......

!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

生气！！！

你


真的 真的
让我很 - - 生气！！！！



FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate...

the way you want things to be
none of us have the right to be

the way you treated her
as if she's just another extra transparent people

the way you said things
as if I'm just another nobody

when things go right
none of us share the victory

when things turn bad
each of us get the punish

we have to enduce your fury
just bcoz you have your dignity

question equals to defy
quiet equals to deaf

no-one shall ever challenge the speeches
only have to toe the line

it is no longer the sign
as we have our own pride

may be you were once cover the sky
but i waiting the one chance to make u cry

unbreakable

Where are the people that accused me?
The ones who beat me down and bruised me
They hide just out of sight
Can't face me in the light
They'll return but I'll be stronger

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

Sometimes it's hard to just keep going
But faith is moving without knowing
Can I trust what I can't see
To reach my destiny
I want to take control but I know better

Forget the fear it's just a crutch
That tries to hold you back
And turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just trust

fuk u

fuk u !

wer got late? u the one LATE... everyting u r the justice

KL!

KK!



damn damn damn!!!!!

i hate myself now..why m i bullshit my pride with a penny!

DAMN~~!!!!!!!!!