UNFAIR!!!!!

I just need a place to vent out
Because I can tell nobody
The one I used to share
saying I am comparing too much
so I got no where out but here
but why each time I need to be stuck in such a grey area!!
even she got 450!!!! damn it!!!!!
If I got the same if I stay, meaning I am not being appreciated
If I got extra if I stay, meaning I am too stupid to go away
Neither, the choice I made
Neither, I choose the right choice
NOW I choose YOU, and rumours there's gonna be CUT
WHY me to be the grey sheep!
I have enough ALREADY!!!!!
I WANT MY MBA!!!

p/s: I just need a place... dont bible me if you read this...