Getting Further

ever since you leave,

ever since I'm here...

We are getting further..

Please learn to grow up...

You can't rely on me for d rest of years especially study is very personal things..

No-one can help if you don't help yourselves...

For the past, can i say you learn nothing on the studies?

Even other people i see improved on her own...

and each of every time, you just told me... "you all are so busy, no-one for me to ask"

why other people can do it, but not you?

she went there alone, no-one for her to depends on also.

but she can do it. how can you just said different school have different rules.

yeah...it is diffirent. but the POINT i wanna say is - people can handle their studies, why not you?

you always tell me, how hard you studies. I knew, and i believe in you.

I thought you would have grow up, spending sometimes there alone; but seems, you are not yet ready to be independent in term of studies?

I don't know... guess u must definitely said you are not while you reading this.

Too bad to tell you, from what i heard from you, that still the other way round.

I never under-estimate your ability you know? I always believe you can do well by your own.. just TOO BAD you NEVER believe in yourselves.

I don't know how to save you anymore if you not willing to walk out from your own fear.

YOU HAVE TO GET THINGS DONE BY YOUR OWN TO GET THE SATISFACTION IN ORDER TO GAIN THE CONFIDENCE!

We are apart yet so close I thought...

but now...

I am just too sad to say - - WE are getting further...



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Do you know what I feel at this point of time?

You never know.

Do you know what I want this moment?

I guess you are not.

I am just too by my own..

shall get all the feeling throw?

I am too dull to be alone...

But you never know...

the inside me has thorn...

In no where

but vividy in the shoulders of yours....

Timing vs Jupiter

那天读了一篇文章关于timing与缘分…… 发现，好像很多人都错过了 - -
“在对的时间，遇上错的人；
在错的时间，遇上对的人。”
时间…… 好像特别喜欢向丘比特开玩笑。 总让他在执行任务是放了错误的时间，后而又有多少人可以让丘比特和时间对上？
错过了，有些人后悔；有些人回味；有些人祝福……
属于后者的人，间中会夹杂酸酸的味道，可还是会勉强的笑笑吧……
或许计划…… 都赶不上丘比特的箭快速吧……
彩虹，永远都眷顾幸福的人……
曾经当过彩虹，就已经足够……

Never Too Late...

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late

**secret**

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总在闭上双眼之后 才能看见你
这是一个心中秘密 偷偷在爱你
你却不知道 有人在想你
总在黎明来临之前 我还是清醒
什么时候我才可以 进入你的心
好像对你说 我正在想你
也许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情
遗忘吧过去的事 不要再怀疑
我仿佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等 直到你离去

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HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY , Panda!!!!

distance...

lately....we seldom contact....







W.H.Y?

i knw u hiding...

i know there's always something you hiding from me...

i saw it, i read it.. i believe it meant something to you.

is ok that u dont wana tell... i understand that everyone has a secret...

but u just gonna remember... you're alwiz my princess & i do not wish to see u get hurts

I'll always be there... whenever, wherever you need...

距离...

为什么我觉得，我们越来越远







是时间拉开了距离




还是







距离拉开了 心

...

Lately I'm not who I used to be
Someone's come and taken me
Where I don't wanna go
If I knew exactly what i have to do
In order to be there for you
And all the things we ever wanted
Were once yours and mine
Now, I know we cant revive it
As you're a song
written by the hands of God
This may be show a little bit of odd
but don't you get my wrong
as you own a place
where all my thoughts go hiding
'Cause of you i forgot
the smart ways to lie
because of you
I'm running out of reasons to cry
I deserve for being such a good girl
where there's endless story
where there's my territory
even sometimes I'm a little bit notty
thanks for still treating me so truly
have you ever know
you changed my world when you came to me
I don't wanna go somewhere
if i know u not there
but i don't wanna let you down
I don't wanna lead you on
I don't wanna hold you back
from where you might belong
You drove a passion
I knew I knew
Be a million miles from home
I don't mind I don't care
filling me is like an ocean
just let my heart stick to you
where you'll belongs

So long as we love we serve; so long as we loved by others, I would almost say that we are indispensable. And no-one is useless while they have a friend.
That I would be, your friend - - - FOREVER!

I promise i'll workhard...

At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us.
Thank you, for all of u who show your concern & cares. I appreciated it alot alot tat i can ever express.
May be i've disappointed u all this time, & myself as well but i promise i'll workhard & nvr giv up. A failure is a step closer to success. I'll learnt from the history & make my victory. Don't worries...i'll let never u down.

Thanks for giving me such an unforgettable evening. Thanks for trying so hard for cheering me up. I appreciate it alot & glad tat u r there v me.



This is my Ten-Ten Bento at Takehana! yummy?

不美丽的错误

当年因为你，宇做了选择……
你说，你放不下枯萎的玫瑰
无所谓 憔悴
心还在碎 却努力的不枯萎
宇依然是百合
不媲玫瑰枯萎的美

遇上你，宇以为
可以保留 原本空当的位子
原来， 拥抱不配有空隙

你占据了原有的平静
让湖底再次泛起涟漪
逃离 原来泄了底
问自己 你还是你
这怎么能对比？

把你带过来
宇比谁都明白
爱情还包括责任要带
宇许你个未来
可这并不代表 她不需要爱
你怎么可以耍赖
不付出的等待？

钥匙开启美丽的期待
是心连心的所在
宇试了， 等了， 机会给了
不珍惜 就再别了祝福
曾经给你的幸福
依然背负
身影的背后 还是重复
你还记得那一幅
宇给你的图
不美丽的错误
是错误 找幸福
美丽 不重复