Saturday, February 7, 2009

酸酸的。。。。。。

你……
好像…… 卸下了……我们的合照……





还是……很想念房间的那个大乌龟……


=(

Monday, January 19, 2009

dEviL's murmur

today the ever earliest i reached Kepong... but hw come im not happy.... and... im really not happy... so tired.... whole day....




come to realize tat im not as good as i thought i am....

Sunday, January 18, 2009

爱是真的存在过……

爱来的时候
是真的
爱走的时候
是真的

被你伤害的人还真实的存在
你却生活中伤害你的人身边
真实的爱情
结束在真实的欺骗

在被真实的欺骗和伤害下
你失去了真实的爱情
有谁会理解你现在真实的伤害?
有谁会理解你当初真实的爱情?



Sweet evenings come and go
LOVE
they came and went of yore

This evening of our life
LOVE
shall go and come no more

When we have passed away
Love
all things will keep their name
But yet
no life on earth
Love
with true love will be ours

The lilies will be there
the stars in heaven will shine
the passion soul will move on

a better time will come
a better one you deserve
dEviL may not be the best
but will never leave aNGeL forlon
When we have passed away
LOVE

Friday, January 16, 2009

1st week working

Day 1
get in the office.. im so blur... bcoz why... im sleepy... so tired... 830am work but i hv to get up by 530am to ready myself and my supervisor.. a super nice lady... gonna pick me up to work together... and we staying in Kepong.. kinda far frm Kelana Jaya.. so wat to do... to avoid the crazy traffic.... 7pm is crucial to get out and avoid all the stupid cars...
everyone seems very...bcoz i got in the processing weeks... so not been officially introduce to all... js stay to pick up frm my predecesor.. she teach teach teach and teach.. i dun knw hw much i've absorb... 

Day 2
same... i found tat all my colleagues like to stay back after 530pm.. seldom of thm go back sharp... and thy even wil stay til 10-11pm .. i was like so O.o and thy said it is normal... wtf... while i interview time tel me no OT tats y no allowance 1 wor.... >.<" i got cheated? am i ??? wat to do.... stay and see hw thgs go... 2nd day nia ma...

Day 3
another data entries day.... the JD mention review capitalization, retirement... prepare monthly report, assit supervisor for improvement... so basically tis is wat i tafsir as an "Analyst"..but guess wat, everyone is doin data entry... review retirement = key in asset tat retire and press ya calculator to get the NBV... u see... press my calculator instead of go to the system and get the per unit NBV =.="  prepare monthly report = system generate report we doin the cross check... wat?! not even report writing...i was expecting smtg improving my english writing skill ... another =.=""  assits for improvement is basically not my job bcoz im only A1.. so wat i need to do is ensure tat my report pass up for review b4 the deadline 5pm if i send it 2hours b4... my PMP get 5points wic help in my performance evaluation... another =.=""" is tis a league?? i mean... meet deadline is vital... but hw come it sounds like a competition more than evaluation... 

Day 4
im stil learning frm the senior tat resign on today.... keng huh... 1mth thg i hv to absorb in 4days to be exact bcoz thursday she was on leave... so i get to at least practise wat i've learn... i js wonder y an analyst is key-in data... arent we suppose to analyst for improvement and examine the data tat key-in by someone else instead of key-in and sent to upload.... O.o o.O O.O 

Day 5
finally come to the end of week... i thk i roughly catch up the processing part... hmmm...wil gambateh... may b i'll find tis job interesting... i hope i found my passion in a job i like... but not alwiz thinkin of "wah....friday friday im free~~~~" smtg like tat....

Basically im ok in here... aunty cheng and uncle kin treat me very good and thy r so kind... im really appreciate it alot...

btw, i drove to work today.. using uncle kin car.. but thn ...tis devil get lost in the highway as i missed one of the turn.... XD thn go all the way to kuantan dee if i keep going straight.. lucky i knw smtg wrong and keep searchin for a U-turn.... and i got back to Kepong station... haha...and and .... i call for help and here aunty and uncle come and rescue me.... *shy* 1st time maa... drivin in a crazy city... >.<>

tmr is Sat... im going enjoy my weekends by sleep baba.... keke XD XD XD

Sunday, January 11, 2009

dEviL's mumble

several days in KL... tried to learn d LRT,bus,cab, KTM systems tat enough for me to get to my work place and back to my home-stay place.... frankly speaking, i dont like KL... the food sux... street food can be more expensive than mall foodcourt food... wat is tis... ppl sux.. some r rude, some r selfish... and LRT really packin like sandwiches... i must salute to all my frens tat who make it here... SALUTEEEEEEEEEE!!!

no doubt ter r many beautiful places tat attract tourism... oso ter r sux places tat those who nvr knw shd go and hv a look... it wil change ya viewpoint of KL - the capital of Malaysia... after observing and researching several days, i must said tat the difference btween the lower class and the upper class in tis city is VERY obvious! penangites like us shd really go and take a look at the other side of tis "so-called" beautiful city but not js go to the fancy places and claim tat it is a colourful world... the cleanliness of many places is not as good as i thought... the food not comparable to pg at all... the price lagi no need say... =.=" but wat to do, here i am.... like u said, tats d place i chosen.... so really wish myself good luck for all these....

now i knw y some ppl tat overseas so longing to go home.... i hv the same feeling like u now... i wan my home, i wan my bed.... king size bed is really really nice at home.... even i dont like to be prison at home..but at least my king-size bed can satisfy me v a goodnight sleep.... & here... lucky tat i got a home-stay v my fren's family so at least hv some proper meal v home cook food..but i cant stay here forever.. one day i stil need to move out as soon as i got a room outside... hw tat gonna be... i really hv no ideas.... >.<"""

thanks for the times u spent v me... at least show me d good side of tis city so im not tat freak out.. i really really missed d times we spent tgt in penang... i miss my momo bee, i miss my princess, i miss my granny, i miss my tua pui sifu, i miss my son, i miss my dear, i miss my gal, i miss my family, i miss double dragon, i miss sek poh kio tomyam, i miss my king-size, i miss everyting tat in penang...!!!!

P/S: baby angel I MISS YOU SO BAD!

Friday, January 2, 2009

busy busy busy....!!!

been very very very busy tis few days..cz preparing myself to KL... im like wana move d whole room to KL... but too bad i hv too few luggages and too little space for me... sobsssssssss... hv a comfy bedroom for too long..now go ter.... ><"" cz rental is too expensive & my salary cant afford any better 1... so so so....sardine i hv to be for at least a year i guess... haizzz...wat to do.... economy bad... everyone saying get a job is good dee.... my startin pay not bad too... guess, it is not bad if im originate frm ter... comfy.... but but but... js too bad... im not the local ter.... =s must count tis and tat b4 spending.... zhun zhun nia..... =( no more shopping is not a matter.. but But BUT - - NO MORE NICE FOOD!!!!arrrgghhhh... im super tam ciat type... hw to hw can NO nice food for me.... sobsssssssssss.... hv to lun lun lun.... i'll gambateh!!!!